Past few days weren’t easy for me. Maybe around 10 days. I can’t sleep well. I can’t concentrate on work. I can’t be productive. I try to find my soul back.
From my analysis, there are 2 main causes. (I know I shouldn’t be affected this easily, but I have to admit that I couldn’t control myself fully all the time).
1. Meeting a people that thinks he knows everything! He gave speech about what kind of life we should have. Do you think I’m that stupid that cannot make the comparison between my wishlist and my ability? Won’t got into detail because I don’t want to hurt anyone. For me, it’s another phase to be better (or, greater?)
2. Finding the hole in the system and it’s too late ! Also, no hint what I should do now. This successfully made me unable to sleep tight for 3 days in a row! Even on my most tired days, I still thought about finding the solution in the dream. Gosh!
2012 has gone and left a lot of memories. I had ups and downs that made me stronger than before because what doesn’t kill you make you stronger.
Up to now, I keep making mistakes. If possible, I want to escape and redo it. But, the only thing I can do is learning from the mistakes and doing better next time. I’m sure that more opportunities will come in 2013.
Today, I feel so good to have less works (these two days I got enough sleep, hehehe!. Although I already got quite long to do list for February. The main focus is absolutely selling coklat valentine, hahaha! Should have bigger sales than last year. To be honest, I’m a bit worry because we still cannot appear in the top position for that keyword. Hopefully before Feb, we could make it. Continue reading
The past several weeks were very hectic, and now I feel a bit relief. I appreciate myself to pass this hard time well. I should work within deadline and under pressure. There were many things to think and to finish. Also, getting some stresses for other things that were not related to it. Continue reading